by Lorraine Marshall
I am secure because I am a divine being, blessed by the range of experiences, feelings, thoughts and opportunities.
I'm secure because everything I do is OK with me as long as it comes from an open, loving heart, meaning no harm to anyone.
I'm secure because I've consistently proven to myself the ability to live well, prosper, have community, fun and a healthy body.
I've healed from many types of trauma and I'm able to appreciate and move past things that can tend to linger.
I'm secure because I know my lineage and loved ones that have gone before me are my cheerleaders and guides who are committed to the greatest possible range of experience for me and envying my full participation in life.
I am secure because I choose it, recognize it, love it and am fully ready to experience life as a secure being and knowing that I've fully milked the nectar of the insecure experience.
I'm secure because when I'm not secure, I smile and say, "Bring it on."
My beloved passed on 5/11/15, shaking my sense of security to the core. After prayer and a period of reflection, this journal entry poured out of me. I dedicate this to the love of my life, Robert Heiman, who passed at 77 from cancer. His passing has transformed my sense of personal security.